Problems

Yesterday was a giant waste of time. I spent all day sick in bed, doped up on Nyquil, and now I've been up all night doing nothing. I can't seem to concentrate these last few days. It's as if something is wrong inside of my mind.
I have a job interview on Tuesday for a job I won't be able to take without some major sacrifice. See, here's the deal.
My Dad and I reached an agreement that I could use his car to work a pizza delivery job as long as I kept gas in it. But as of next Thursday, his car will have an automatic engine kill instituted by the dealer he is paying it off with. If I can't find 110$ by then, I won't be able to get this job. And without this job, my Dad's car can't get paid up to turn back on.
See my problem?

I went to visit my girlfriend about a month ago. That was amazing. Hands down, the best 5 days of this year. I just wish it didn't have to end. Hopefully I can clean up my life and save enough to visit her again soon. Until then, I'm stuck with texting and calling. And I know she feels like we're not as close anymore because of it. I just don't know how to fix it...

I need more people to talk to. I feel like my social skills are stagnating without more new people in my life.


That's all for now. I'm not really sure why I even posted this, but it feels like I needed to.

Til next time, my friends.
-Stephen